At the Lake

Hey everyone!

I went to the lake yesterday to just relax and think. My friend and I just chilled out, enjoyed the cool evening air, talked. We’re both in low places right now. It seems like a lot of things have changed for me after high school. I always loved high school because I fucking loved having so many friends, and just the whole social aspect. You become a community in those four years. I know that a lot of people hated high school and say it’s the worst years of their life, but for me I never had any drama or any of that typical stuff. It was just FUN. I woke up everyday EXCITED to go to school. To see all the people I knew. I would even get bored during the last few weeks of summer and be like: Man, I’m ready to go back to school and see everyone(teachers included!).

In college, it’s like there is nothing to look forward to. There’s no social aspect to it. At least not for me. I literally go to class everyday, and immediately leave. I don’t relate to anyone in this new environment, and it really sucks. I’ve met some cool people of course, and had some cool teachers, but honestly, it’s just REAL boring! I’ve looked into clubs and sororities, but nothing has spoken to me. So, I’m thinking I’m going to just have to start looking into other schools, because me and CSUB obviously aren’t made for each other.

Have any of you guys had a hard time transitioning into college? Or has the experience been good for y’all?

Hugs,

Kendall